Compulsive alarm checking can be debilitating. Although it may seem rational to recheck, over-checking can be an OCD compulsion.
The following contribution is anonymous. The aim is to help readers understand how common alarm anxiety is, and that professional help can improve things.
I was once two hours late for my very first shift in a new hotel job. I was on a year-long international internship in Texas, travelling from England after graduating university.
The worst part? I was staying in that very hotel for the first two weeks whilst I found my own place. Thankfully my manager was cool and let me off, despite the occasional joke over the coming months.
Since then, I have this constant fear that I am going to be late for work.
OCD is a disorder of obsessions and compulsions
The obsession here is worrying about being late for work or class.
We might have an intrusive thought about being two hours late, and ruminate on this thought whilst we close our eyes. The compulsion is to keep checking the alarm, even after checking once, to try and stop the rumination.
Ten years later, I still have the same fears.
I now live in west London, and still work in hospitality. I have to be at work by 7am in Central London for every shift.
Early starts, along with two separate train journeys, makes my anxiety even worse.
My daily routine:
- I set three alarms, the first for 5.15am, always making sure my battery is over 70% in case the phone dies in my sleep
- I turn silent mode on and then off again so I see the little bell is no longer crossed out
- I scroll through the minutes so I can hear the clicks as I scroll. This reassures me that the sound is on
- I then stare at the little clock symbol in the top right hand corner of the screen until it feels right to stop
- I lock my phone, the lock sound is when my routine finishes and I can now close my eyes
The endless cycle of checking the alarm
There is a well-known OCD cycle that makes rest difficult.
Each individual thought carries anxiety, and with that, a trip around this cycle.
What if my phone’s on silent?
Have I set the alarm for the wrong time?
Will my battery die overnight?
This cycle can be endless, and exhausting.
Breaking the cycle
Acknowledging compulsions is a major step to breaking the cycle.
This is difficult, especially when we get to the station on a morning and our brain tells us:
Breaking free from OCD’s grasp can be tough, especially on our own. Professional help is highly recommended, particularly to learn of the ways OCD has been controlling our behaviour.
Often, it is much more than we had known.
Is setting two alarms considered a compulsion?
It sure is comforting to know just how many of us worry about missing our alarm…
Alarm clocks do fail from time to time and batteries don’t last forever. To say that setting two alarms is a compulsion would be unfair.
Ten alarms? Yes. Two? Certainly not.
More and more of us go to our smart phones for the wake up call. As reliable as they are, phones are prone to short battery life, system crashes and midnight updates.
Although some smartphones ensure alarms still work in power-off mode, this isn’t universal among the brands.
Our internal alarm clock
Our brain is pretty eager to wake us up at the right(ish) time.
If our alarms decide to fail us, there is still a chance we will wake at the time we need to, or not too long afterwards.
Are you one of those people that wake a few minutes before the alarm?
Although some of it is still a mystery, our body is on our side. Studies have shown that when we know we have to wake for a certain time, our body is prepared for it.
Alarms still work in silent mode!
So basically check your volume, and your iPhone will do the rest.
Other brands may be the same, you will need to check with your specific model.
When to seek help
A missed alarm isn’t as bad as OCD is.
The repercussions of a missed alarm aren’t apocalyptic, however the strain OCD can have on mental health can be severe.
If you feel compulsions are difficult to prevent, you may require help from specialists.
Knowing this behaviour is OCD is the path to healing.